Announcing the Launch of Switchcraft!

I’m really excited to share with you my exclusive amateur membership site, Switchcraft. This is the brainchild dear to my heart. Here’s the scoop behind the name, I’m a switch, meaning that in BDSM I like being on the top and bottom, and I don’t mean in missionary, I mean in terms of power exchange. I enjoy being a dominant as much as I enjoy being a submissive. As for the craft, BDSM is always a craft, you are learning, honing your skills and that’s what I’ve been doing in the two decades I’ve been involved in kink. The play on words is also apt because I’m a witch, I work with magic, I’m interested in the occult, I’m a mystic. So I hope you will take the tour of my new site, and better yet, join up ASAP because I have an exclusive summer offer for you! You can join for as low as $15/mo.

If you’re shy to click the link here are the details. I’ll update the site with full length, HD (or vintage SD) downloadable videos 3x a week, and one of those updates will either be a photoset or a blog post about my real life sexcapades or filthy fantasies. You’ll see me from both sides of the slash, as a domme and as a sub, throughout my long career in amateur porn. There will be some light fetish and masturbation videos too, mostly showing off my vast toy and fetish clothing collection! You’ll also see a lot of POV stuff too, since I have a knack for making my viewers feel right at home, like you’re here with me! I enjoy connecting like that and hearing from my fans how real my POV work feels. I got good at that from all of my years as a BDSM and fetish webcam performer.

Speaking of webcam performances, I know a lot of my fans miss my cam shows, since you write in often to tell me so! After I get a certain number of fans onboard as subscribers, I will be offering live group shows! So please make haste, take advantage of my steamy summer offering, and join up ASAP. Go here–> Switchcraft.

Spring Clip Roundup

On today, the Summer Solstice, I am going to round up some of the custom videos I completed this Spring. You can find out more about my customs in the FAQ page of this site.

One of the most popular niche fetishes I perform for is the Body Inflation crowd. As it is a pretty intense and painful kink to execute, I pretty much only do it for customs these days. This custom combines the challenge of full latex (an ordeal just to get into with this figure!), body inflation with a bike pump and a condom inflated on my head, all while climaxing! Check out Blown Out and Rubbered Up

Speaking of inflatables, I really love performing the balloon fetish! It isn’t my personal kink, but I’m an empath, I totally understand the appeal. From the fun colours and playfulness, to the psychology of the growth and explosion, and the sensuality of the soft, but firm form under my body, I get it. I always get a thrill when they explode too, for real! This custom was focused on my nude chubby body, my bare feet and blow to pops. Paw Patrol Pops 2

Heel Obsessed Slave Slut is a custom video covering many fetishes, but most of all, the heel fetish. In my personal life, I’m a raging submissive (actually a switch), so this role was quite appropriate, with me dressed in a corset, heels, jewelled buttplug, leather cuffs with chains and painful nipple clamps. Wait til you see what I do to the heels Master told me to clean!

Garbage Fag is a truly unique custom, which is why it was my favourite Spring performance. Working in the customer’s kinks for latex, forced bi, sissification, executions and the garbage fetish, this one is scandalous and a lot of fun.

Race Play, Humiliation and Black Lives Matter

Let me start off by saying that I wholeheartedly support the protests over the murder of George Floyd in the USA, I was born in very white rural upstate New York and I saw a lot of racism. America, and the world, are both in desperate need of radical change and I desperately hope that change comes out of this. I commit to doing my part, and I’m not going to virtue signal by discussing in what ways unless I am asked to.

As many of my fans know, in the past I used to do race play as one of many, many femdom genres in cam shows and clips. It started out in requests from Black men on cam, many years ago. I was tentative at first, it didn’t seem right, but I made my career on exploring dark subjects, the taboo, and doing what was “wrong” and “bad” in many people’s eyes. Hell, sex work is known to be taboo, wrong and bad to many, with sex workers as the devil incarnate. I started to get custom video requests for this too.

You see, humiliation is still one of my kinks, both giving and receiving, and how I understand humiliation is on the mental and emotional level. I see most of the fetishes I engage with operate on the psychological dimension, they are usually repressed memories, fantasies and taboos which make their impression often very early and turn into sexual fixations. Humiliation I find to be a particularly cathartic way to release feelings of shame. Domination is a way to release feelings of disempowerment. Masochism is a way to release fear of pain, and so on. In BDSM we play with the dark side and bring out the Shadow (see the work of psychologist Carl Jung on the Shadow) in a safe space with limits and consent. But yes, I did have a little nagging sense of guilt and shame, asking me, is this right? Is someone going to misunderstand my intentions if they see this? I started to put a disclaimer on my clips that it was roleplay only.

I also understand that just because someone gets turned on by something doesn’t mean they are for it in real life. Someone can be excited by race play but outraged when they encounter racism. As a woman whose oldest kink was rape and gang rape fantasy, in no way shape or form would I wish to be raped except as a roleplay situation with someone(s) I trust and who I’ve discussed my limits with. I don’t think I’m wrong for having that fantasy, or that I need therapy for it, but I’m sure my most prevalent fantasy comes out of a sexist society that oppresses women and rapes women, and makes women fear the force and brutality of men. Fear turns itself into an irrepressible turn-on, for many.

I told myself when I was participating in race play, up to 4 years ago that I was no racist, but I was hopelessly unaware of the deep-reaching extent of my white privilege. I thought that a non-racist roleplaying one for Black people to enjoy the taboo exposed in a safe, consensual container was something that was probably psychologically helpful for my customers. Who else could they share an aspect of their deepest pain with, and roleplay situations of racism and shame with but a white person? It seemed to have to be a white person for them, or else it wouldn’t have the same impact and psychological and erotic charge. How else to engage so potently in a way that is totally safe and private? Our subconscious uses eroticism as a way to force us to deal with repressed emotion and look at it. Nothing like something making your dick impossibly hard or turning your pussy into a river for making you give the subject some attention. Through eroticism and roleplay, we can work through toxic shame, a crippling emotion when not seen, heard and dealt with.

I thought this way for many years. Unfortunately, I only started worrying about four years ago it when I decided I wanted to make my career doing something else, as an artist, and I knew a lot of my videos were being pirated. I feared they would be misunderstood out of context, so I took them down, along with other fetishes I came to have a distaste for, for various reasons.

Then, in the years after, on Twitter, I started to see other performers complain about race play videos and argue that it is wrong to ever engage in, even amongst consensual adults. But the argument that white people should never profit off of racism is what made me realize that I would never do racial humiliation again, it really hit me hard and made it sink in why people opposed it and felt it is a tool of oppression and a racist act.

This week, during the widespread protests about police brutality suffered by Black people, another domme found a race play custom video of mine from several years ago on a minor clip site which I forgot to take down, and screenshotted it alongside a tweet I made in support of Black Lives Matter to, apparently, expose my hypocrisy. I admit total culpability for my past actions and my sloppiness in neglecting to remove a handful of videos. I have since deleted them, and made a public statement on Twitter about my feelings on the subject as well as my mindset at the time that I made them, as a Black sex worker confronted me asking why I thought it was OK at the time to do so.

For the time being, I have left some other non-humiliating, but somewhat objectifying videos which do not use the N-word up in which Black men are discussed, such as cuckold videos and videos talking about BBC. All proceeds for such videos which are sold in future will go to support either bailing out protesters from jail or to Black sex workers in need. Due to having a really traumatic and expensive year on the personal front, I can’t afford to donate all funds I have profited off of race play today, but as soon I can afford to, I will tally up how much I’ve ever made off of race play clips and cam shows and donate it, and more, to one of those causes. It probably isn’t as much as you think.

I want to speak directly to my Black fans who enjoy race play, and are maybe feeling some shame about how many think that it shouldn’t be done, saying you need therapy, and you shouldn’t like what you like, and some anger and sadness that their favourite performers are not doing it anymore. I’m sorry that you’re being made to feel more shame on top of the feelings you already feel about living in a racist society. I’m sorry that an outlet for you has been taken away. I truly am, but I can’t indulge the kink anymore with good conscience with the insight I now have. I’m afraid you’ll have to seek out performers who have not yet been enlightened, or less safe performers who don’t care, and who may actually be racist bigots. I encourage you to seek out the former, not the latter. I encourage you to seek it out in private, perhaps with someone who loves you and cherishes you. I encourage you to roleplay this with POC, even if it doesn’t carry the same erotic charge as doing it with a white person does. I encourage you to talk with other Black people about the subject. I do encourage you to do some reflection, maybe even get therapy if you want to, but know that you are NOT wrong or bad for having such desires. It is simply a reflection of the horrible, cruel society we live in that causes you to have such desires and I understand that you like it because it is wrong and taboo, and that it is a release. Sending you love and big hugs! I feel for you having this come up on social media at a time that is doubtless already extra stressful for you.

I also want to say thank you to the Twitter domme who put me on blast on social media about this, and thank you to the Black people who forgave me for making this kind of content and could feel the genuineness of my apology. I don’t expect or deserve forgiveness and it is appreciated when it is freely given. That really touches my heart. I am grateful for the opportunity to do and be better, and to make amends. As much as I fully enjoy humiliating others and dominating and abusing others, I only ever enjoy it when done in a consensual fashion. This applies to when I am being submissive too. I don’t get off on real abuse and oppression. I’m grateful for the chance to reflect on my white privilege and to become more conscious of race issues and the way even those who don’t think they are being racist, in fact are! I was one of those people, I probably still am in ways I don’t yet see, but I’m open to learning. I’m excited to continue my growing process as I’m committed to doing my part to keep rooting out white privilege and white supremacy at its roots and live a more compassionate life by contributing to making our society more just and kind.

Submissive Training Program and Sub Box

Submissive Training Email Program For a tribute you can join my personalized submissive training program. This works for beginners to experienced subs alike. To begin, tip me $20 to get a copy of my BDSM checklist, fill it out and send it to me. Then for each assignment you wish, according to your limits and interests as well as my own, tribute $25 and you will receive personalized unique task. Join my monthly program, which features emailed tasks per week, daily rituals, and the ability to message me to keep up with your progress. The monthly program requires you to join my AVN stars subscription page and to send a monthly gift according to your budget, as tribute. There are 3 levels depending on your commitment. Weekly, bi-weekly and intensive. Weekly yo get one task, bi-weekly twice a week and intensive 3 emailed tasks per week. The respective costs are $100/mo, $150/mo and $175/mo. You may be required to send proof of your tasks completed if it is within your limits. You will be trained to be a better submissive, and your personal BDSM goals will be considered, but you will be trained according to my whims and amusement. If you have any hopes of serving me in person someday or becoming my slave, online or off, starting here is a must, and this program is highly recommended to those who wish to deepen their connection with me, show their devotion to an experienced dominant woman and explore their submissive nature. It is also ideal for those who for various personal reasons do not wish to practise BDSM in person. Your limits and interests will always be considered but not pandered to. Click the link to pay.

Sub Box An optional addition the email program is a toy box I send you customized to your needs and desires. May include anal toys, gags, bondage toys, CBT implements, sissy gear and more. To be discussed. Prices range in the set, email to discuss, serious inquiries only. $20-$100+ [email protected]